Perseverance is a must

When finding a job, perseverance is a must. And I mean really put an effort. You can't be ashamed. I can't tell you how many emails I've sent, applications I completed and hopeless findings that even if I know I wouldn't get it, I'd still apply. I'm kind of immune to rejection now because of (maybe) hundreds that I applied on. But it's okay to be sad about it. Important thing is, you get up.
Pants - Old Navy
Shirt - From Indonesia from my man
Belt - Gap
Blazer - H&M
Watch - Timex
Shoes - Timberland
Shades - Ray Ban
Make up is from yesterday. Yes I did not wash my face last night and this morning. Be disgusted. All I put was blush. Like all of you watch faces before bed and after waking up :)

These past few weeks, I've been down mostly I guess I miss my man. But the truth is, I was being hopeless of looking for the job I want. More or less I need to start at the bottom and work my way up. Without going back to school. 
There are many times where my parents, cousins, friends, etc. would ask me when are you going to get back at school? I always say in the future not now. But the truth is, I might never want to go back. But that doesn't mean I'm going to throw what I learned forever. I have plans on my own and pressure from others won't help at all.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying don't finish your school and just find a job. NO. This is just me. If you're into having your Grad School and beyond, Go for it! I'll support you all the way and be proud of you all the time. Just because I don't go to school does not mean I'm done learning though.
Do what you want that makes you feel inspired. No matter what your passion is, know where to start or at least plan to how to get there. Don't stop and loose hope.