Sup blog. Been a while. Got tired of putting up some posts here since I am fairly active in my YouTube channel and I feel like it's a bit redundant having to share my thoughts and experience here then have it recorded and posted on another platform. But since this time it's not a fun day outside amidst pandemic, I want to let my feelings out to make myself breathe a little better. Hi, how are you? Hope you are doing well. I am doing amazing and happy everyday. Due to my husband, my parents, our dog, our little home, my husband's family and the Philippines, pretty much the closest to me are safe and sound. With that said, once in a while I do get paranoid because of this pandemic. Should we be careful 100 %? When do we stop living because we were told to do so?? Hm. I am getting off topic of what I wanted to share. Point is, wear a mask, wash your hands, use hand sanitizer every time you go out and just don't be freaking stubborn when places ask you to do social distancing let alone the masks.
Now that you are kind of caught up in my life, I am working 2 jobs. Happily married and beyond blessed in my everyday life. My parents are quite settled (still not with debt, don't know when they will learn) and enjoying experiences in the best way they can. Husband got promoted (without any raise) but he said his work load got lesser so he ain't asking for more except experience - what a man! Our gym closed back in March just like the world did so I coped up working out from home continuing my new year resolution of minimum 4 days a week. When my full time job gets exhausting plus my part time when I get home - my eyes takes the most toll of all. Screen after screen, from waking up before closing my eyes to bed. And my leisure time? Video games. If not? Editing videos on my laptop. Second to my eyes? Hands. Some tingling once in a while can be felt. Another problem? If I rest, I will feel bad and tell my husband I'm so unproductive. Then he scolds me saying I freaking deserve to do so. I am cared for in so many ways. Career wise, family wise, and in marriage.
After three long paragraphs, I am really going to try tell you why I wrote this post today. Those people that are close to me knows how extreme I am when it comes to budgeting, scheduling and what not. I know where all my cents go and if I am charged even a dollar unfairly? I will take my time and contest that. For some reason, I completely missed out on my SUV's renewal. I found out today and men oh men, I kept stopping my tears from falling down here at work. I keep texting my husband how stupid I feel for missing it and had to pay for late fee of $68.00. I asked my parents if they got the mail and my mama said they did and sent it to me months ago. I completely believe her and kind of remembering a part of it and most likely really just me forgetting about it. I hate myself for it and really can't do anything about it. After hours of feeling bad, I just paid it. I am not going to trick the DMV of saying I did not get the notice because first and foremost, it is my responsibility to track and renew it before it expires. The notice is just a courtesy from DMV to help people out. After paying the amount plus the late fee, I put it on my calendar 1 month before it expires and alarms yearly. For my vehicle and it with my husband's. I am the one that tells people don't forget! And here we are, I forgot.
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